Love Me Tonight

Love me tonight, tell me I’m the one,
And I won’t come undone till the morning when you’re gone
                                                           -Robby Seidman

A Jewish Huguenot from New Rochelle,
Whose tunes and heart and humor we loved well
He came to Cambridge to pluck his guitar
In the Oxford Ale House and the Harvard Yard.

A beautiful sense of the deeply absurd,
He stayed true to his troubadour dream,
Drummed up one Sunday, the Sullivan Show,
February of 1964.

An electric guitar, and an amp, and a band,
And a dance, and some girls, this is fun!
Let’s do this again, I can’t wait! We got paid!
she kissed me She Kissed Me SHE KISSED ME!

He reserved his best songs for his shot at the top,
Releasing them one by one, recordings by
Tom Rush, Lynne Anderson, Roger McGuinne.
Then came double platinum Belinda Carlisle.

Finally someone whose last album was platinum
times two, wants you and your song to record.
Not only that, it will be the next single,
Place hotels on the Monopoly board.

Then something goes terribly, terribly wrong,
The video isn’t played on MTV.
A textbook case how not to market your product,
A new way to make musick history.

He then pitched an idea to someone at Disney,
About the lost continent under the sea,
He came back in two weeks and then the guy told him,
“What a coincidence! I didn’t know,
Someone here’s working on the same idea,
Glad you could come, Oh now I’ve got to go,
Give me a call, I’ll be glad to see ya.”

Then came a phone call with really bad news
Leukemia, possibly fatal.
I saw him one last time when there was still hope,
His spirit resilient, no self -pity.

Choosing the artist’s life seems romantic,
The highs are quite high, but the lows, oh-so low.
When the new stars are almost all infantic,
There’s a place where few with sanity go.

Thus some lovely moths, when summoned by light,
Oft become undone, succumbing in flight.

Defenestration

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The neighbor’s dog barks three times. 

As I stand beneath your bedroom window
To cradle your sneakered feet with both my hands,
You steady yourself against the house
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We silently walk to the waiting parked car.

In moonlit mid-October Fall,
Tremors form around my heart,
Cleft with the blind bow-boy’s butt shaft.

An elephant steps on my chest as I wrest,
The question relentless and desperate.

You tell the truth,
      Then we both cry,
And I,
Have never been so confused
  Or ever so            deeply 
   In love with you. 

Pursuing Sue Purring

So now a suit I sow. 
In sooth the suit may bring me woe. 
Unless I try I’ll never know.  

Pursuing Sue Purring

Perfection in a suit should be,
well-tailored for a woman. She
Should feel the fit, a second skin,
That she will want to wander in.

Perchance a purchase I’ll pursue,
So soon my suit may suit my Sue.

If indeed I sow a seed,
The seed I sow will need a plow. 
The plow I ply, to play I plead
To sow my seed not with a sow.

So now my suit I set in play,
My one fear is that she will say,
As doctors once said, “Suture self,”
And set my suit back on the shelf. 

Bar and Girll

Closing time came sooner than expected,
When she said she wasn’t coming any more.
“I know this hand so well.” she said, reflecting,
With a tender wistful smile he still adored.
“Merlin’s” the bar where the break-up occurred,
The magic, making romance disappear,
With clear compelling reasons that were heard
How now is dour what once was found so dear.
Their six-year tryst was twisting in the wind,
Before expressing their love’s last farewell,
She made her best attempt at being kind,
Although no hope was present, he could tell.
Not blessed and pressed, caressing down the aisle,
but lost within the radiance of her smile.

(c) Ken Sullivan 2020

Alice in Dactylland

Humpity Dumpity
Alice in Wonderland
Fell down a rabbit hole
Chasing a hare
Met with the Cheshire Cat
Who vanished just like that,
Unceremonious
Into thin air

Dumpity Humpity
Alice in Wonderland
Met Humpty Dumpty
Who sat on a wall
Master of words
And a mangler of meaning,
An antelapsarian
Before the fall 

Humpity Dumpity
Alice in Wonderland
Went to a tea party
With the March Hare,
Saw the Mad Hatter
Whose curious chatter she
Uncomprehendingly
Met with a stare 

Have a Great Day

             of course it all depends
             on what you mean by great.

             great with child or great white whale,

 

            Great Expectations or The Great Gatsby,

             The Great War or the Great Wall,

             where Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
             all the king’s horses and all the king’s men
             said what a great sport the old egg had been
             when he went a-rumbling, a-stumbling, a-tumbling
             and landed on his

                 Great Reward

Death of a dentist

I

gradually the numbness disappears
the illusion of normality returns 

II

the tongue runs under the newly smooth section
an inspection of potential defects
while yet
the pinch of pain remains

III

and now
forever
a frayed heart’s cavity
empty and aching

Ken Sullivan (2022)

The F-Bomb

strategically situated
between the A-bomb and the H-bomb
the single sad distinction is
the shock value diminishes
with every blesséd detonation.

Who put the u   put the u   put the u
in the F-bomb?
       Was it
       u?

Who put f u   put f u   put f u
       in the F-bomb?
Was it more than
a few?

Who put u c   put u c   put u c
in the F-bomb?
       O, say, can you
FUCK?

Ken Sullivan (2022)